time to throw the towel in....

time to throw the towel in....
time to give ALLLLLL I've got....
Going through the experiences of various people... they seem to be seriously playing with the time they have with them...
DI in 25 min. flat or VA in 20 min flat and forget the RC's blah blah...

Moral is.. I have to get a high score .. do whatever for it.. If I find a section easy give it a whole lotta time to really ace it.. and then clear cut offs elsewhere..
If I am sure of clearing cut-off by VA ... chuck the RC's..
If DI is difficult, choose a couple of sets.. blast them and move on..

At no point in the 2.5 hrs should I be wasting time in the paper... PERIOD.
I HAVE to do all possible easy questions in the paper .. no matter where they are...

{feeling relaxed and much energised after a break...}
come the next mock... quick.. I'll KILL YOU...

The journey continues...

Happiness/Sadness ..... Ecstacy/Disenchantment ....
Parts of the game... huh.. easier said.. I'd rather "easier said in retrospection.."
It is NOT easy to go through them one after the other over and over again.... Requires TRUE character..
I think people are able to put these things in perspective only once they've achieved their goals,
the process/journey is extremely tough and if one doesn't get through.. he keeps pondering over it for the rest of his life.....

Past 2 weeks and I have seen 99.4, 84.5, 97.1 ... depression reigns supreme...
I rubbish off the mock IIFT mock SNAP exams but I get extremely low scores there... (probably the trouble bells are sounding.... I don't have time to hear them... too busy CATting to...)

Can someone help me make sense of CAT or rather Mock CAT as of now...??
WHY DON'T MY SCORES IMPROVE.....!!...??
Am mentally tired now .... ..... :(

{Currently taking a break from studying and hence working in office}